Unsupervised

I feel that I can mention this now, as he’s home tomorrow, but Stuart has been away this weekend at a Motorbike event in Cornwall. Yes it’s been my birthday weekend, but last year it was a week later than this. He had a great time and I encouraged him to sign up for this, then they announced the date. Oops! It’s fine, I really don’t mind.

Anyway, I’ve been home alone and to be honest, I’m not very good at it. I mean, I’m fine for a few hours but over night is a whole other ball game. After getting a good night’s sleep on Thursday night I thought I’d finally cracked it, but last night I awake till about 4am, and my anxiety was running riot. I had had a lot of sugar during the day though, and not really had any proper meals.

I started the weekend with a list of chores I planned to do, some have been done, some are definitely not getting done. I’m not going to worry too much about it though. I’m guessing that since tomorrow has an actual deadline of Stuart coming home, I’ll be better at ploughing through the jobs.